I Thought I Thought...

 I was certain I was doomed after my episode last summer and all that surrounded that.  I had another Dr. appointment not long ago and it was specifically for the purpose of determining what I had.  I had a lump in my lower chest / upper stomach area.  I first felt it in about 2016, I think, right after my gall bladder surgery. Nah, it had to be before then.
Anyway, it had gotten big enough to where I just had to know what the hell was going on.  I told the Dr. I had been hoping it would kill me but it was taking its time.  And not only that, I had been hoping the diabetes would kill me, and that was stupid - diabetes doesn't kill you quickly.  It takes eyes, limbs, feet, etc.  It nearly took my nuts!
The doctor told me he likely had some bad news for me.  He said I was probably going to live.  We had a good chuckle and scheduled another visit with general surgery a couple weeks later (or 10 days-ish).  I went in, they numbed it up, and they cut it out.  It was a non cancerous sebaceous cyst.  I am wondering what else is now pending, now that that is all out.

I've been busting my ass getting stronger.  I am unfortunately not losing a lot of weight, but I am losing some.  I've been stuck at about the same weight for a month now, which kind of drives me insane.  But I think I just need to stay the course.  I am not likely to reach my goal of 250 by the end of this school year, but maybe I'll switch it up and see if I can't do something to push that window.  High protein, low carb...which is pretty much what I have been doing...but more rigid.

No matter what, I think I need a change.