It Rolls On

Same old.

Weight is somewhat static; but good.  Still working out.  Have had energy recently while working out, just don't have a lot of time, and I still lapse into darkness - I tend to think this is all for naught.  Ultimately, that is job related.  Teaching has become political, and I am unsure if I despise anything more than that.

This leads me to think that I am trapped where I am, and I don't do well when I begin to feel trapped in something.  I tend to begin to shut down, and then I want to get the hell out of there.  It's my M.O.  Oh, if I could go back in time .

If wishes were fishes.